Can we all agree that #Anxiety is the most #petty little #bitch of a condition? Picture her in your mind, anthromorphise it. What do you see? I see a #Becky, the most #basic of all the Mental Health Conditions, she wears #Uggs, drinks #PumpkinSpiceLattes and tells you about her #Skincare regime without being asked whilst her long blonde her stays motionless atop her head and her blue emotionless eyes glaze over every time she opens her mouth. She is Amanda Buckman #AllGrownUp.
Tonight my #Insomnia has been #Anxiety driven and it’s ridiculous, even by my own #standards. Tonight’s #NonProblem is...I no longer own clothes; only #Activewear - mainly because I’m always en route to #TheGymGroup but also because nothing fits anymore. My wardrobe has become like a gathering of missing puzzle pieces; once upon a time they were a part of something lovely, now they don’t seem to join up with anything. What’s a girl to do!? Clothes are expensive and I’m shedding weight and fast.
#BigDeal right? *eyeroll* like I have to go anywhere and make an impression...except today is the day I meet my #PersonalTutor at #Uni and here’s me mentally running through what’s left of my #wardrobe like #TheGrinch getting ready for Whobalation only not going is not an option. The only thing I own that fits properly is my socks.
Yes, I know I’m #overthinking this. Yes I know I’m feeding in to the belly of #TheBeast but this doesn’t solve the burning question of what will I wear and until I do there is no chance me sleeping.
#PlusSizePea #SelfAwareness #Cursed